Birthday idah arini kan? Hee. Dah wish through viber. Hadiah? Da besar2 ni tak da hadiah kot. Besar ke?hm. Sure mak rasa kitorg ni kecik aje lg kan? Well i know. Trust me! I'm a mum kan. Surely understand how a mum feels. Hee. Syukur alhamdulillah. Diberi Tuhan nikmat untuk merasa apa yg mak rasa. Sayang mak!
Tp bukan topic pasal mak or idah yg nak dibebelkan disini. Hee. Well. Counted the years back in 2004. Hmm. Its been 8 years since i offically ask en.suami to go out with me. And we've been close since then. Kalau ingat2 balik,the invitaion was in august 2004. Then he ask me out on merdeka day. Tp tak jadi keluar pn. Balik kampung kot that time. Then all the invitation and outing when on and on then off and on and off then on balik. Haha!
Dah 8 tahun rupanya all those things happen. Sedar tak sedar kan. Almost a decade our relationship. Dah 11 years dah if perkenalan me and en.suami counted since after spm. 2001. Wah!! Da lama kan? Tapi our marriage baru je nak masuk our 2nd year. Anak pun baru sorang (eh. Nk tambah lg ke. Haha!). Baru kan? Hmm. Patutla ada yg keluarkan statement "percintaan lepas berkahwin lagi seronok" yela. Everything will be baru je all the way. Takda 'episod' lama. But for me,those 'episod'2 lama la yg sometimes cheer me up. And sometimes ada jugak yang bring me down.
Tapi semua tu dah berlalu. Kalau episod kat tv boleh la nak ulang tayang atau tonton balik kat tonton.my. Hee. Tp ni sume tinggal memori je. Kalau boleh,i just want all those happy memory back in our life. Memang tak banyak even we've speend almost 8years being close to each other. Tapi those memory is meaningful to me. And i really hope that we can go throught it all over again. Erm. Without all the 'episod'2 sedih one. Can a? Huu. How i really miss our moment being together.. :'(
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