hye2..i'm back.
i think my biological system have change. well, not all of them, but something like false alarm for hungriness, sleeping time..erk?really?
ok, for the hungriness; i feel hungry all in a sudden and it's early in the morning. it's not that 8 am early in the morning huh..it's 6am in the morning. 6AM!!! huh, so cruel!
and i think i know why.. i've stressed out with many thing in my mind. my abnormalities,well somebody have said so..ngahaha. and, about what i'm doing right now. am i really taking the risk? and could i really do it? if it wasn't me, who else will do it for the sake of nation? then, is it the best choice that i make? did i choose it because of the fame? because of everybody were doing it? or it's really me. the 1 who really craving for that?hmmm...what if, there are another good chances coming up? it's all about the money huh? huhu.. :'(
oh Lord..please. i want to stick my heart to this. please make me strong..aminnn
my love life was disaster. i mean, for loving a man. huh. it's quit difficult to understand them. or it's just me? ngahaha. when we love them, they just runaway. when we don't, they just hanging on there. i've been tired of it. sometimes i just want to stop..right now... i feel like i do! or should i just go with the flow? arghhh...
out of the topic. when u seat in the train, backward..do u notice like, everything is moving slower than when you are seating forward? do u? or it's just me? hehe
you should try.. well, exclude the dizziness, it's quit fun :)
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