sedihNyer.. :'(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qaGINCdtJjU

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

layan perasaaNN..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qSxyffSB7wA&feature=related

It's been the longest winter without you,I didn't know where to turn to.See, somehow I can't forget you,After all that we've been through.
Going, coming... thought I heard a knockWho's there? No oneThinking that I deserve itNow I realize that I really didn't know,
If you didn't notice, boy, you mean everything.Quickly I'm learning to love again,All I know is I'm gon' be okay
[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without youIt's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah(It'll all get better in time)And even though I really love you,I'm gonna smile cause I deserve toIt'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV,Without something there that would remind meIt wasn't all that easyTo just put aside your feelings.If I'm dreaming, don't wanna lie,Hurt my feelings
But that's the path
I believe in,And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice, wellYou mean everything.Quickly I'm learning to love again,All I know is I'm gon' be okay
[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without youIt's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah(It'll all get better in time)And even though I really love you,I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to, oooooohIt'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me (no more you and me)It's time I let you go so I can be freeAnd live my life how it should be.No matter how hard it is,I'll be fine without you, Yes I will.
[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without youIt's gonna hurt when it heals too ohhhhIt'll all get better in time oooohAnd even though I really love youI wanna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)It'll all get better in time, woah
Thought I couldn't live without youIt's gonna hurt when it heals too, yeahhIt'll all get better in timeAnd even though I really love youI'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

just love BUMBO!!!

dah habis pikir dah. then mama decide nak gak beli bumbo seat untuk irdina. demi irdina, mama rela ikat perut.. hahaha. mahal kot seat nih, dah pikir berapa belas kali dah, last2 baru decide nak beli. en.suami kata, beli lah, nanti tak lena tido malam plak..cettt. sabau jela..even its true! =p

lepas beli tu, terus g pizahut nak satisfied mama and baba's tummy.. so, ape lagi, terus rasmikan bumbo seat irdina. and she love it so much (i guess! because she just seat there and watch us eating quietly.

irdina merasmikan bumbo seatnyer ^_^

She really enjoy the seat..kan kan kan??

and mama also LOVESSSS this bumbo seat, letak je irdina kt situ, senyap dia.. bleh la mama buat keje.. dah busan, dia nangis, baru mama entertain dia. hehehe. but still, dont leave ur child unattended ye kawan-kawan..huhu. most of the time, en.suami yang banyak entertain irdina bila dia duduk kat bumbo seat nih. thanks en.suami. xoxoxo =)

pandai anak mama! xoxoxo

fokus!

arini rasa tak bersemangat betul nak keje. sigh! rasa nak tido n relaks je kat rumah dengan irdina. krisis betul. hahaha. then, teringat a few thing yg tak settle. nak settlekan pengesahan jawatan, kena wat by this week la kalau boleh.. then, xpayah potong kwsp lg. hee. tp klu x potong, takda saving la pulak..haih! dilema. hidup kena la discipline. kalau x, tak kemana la..hehehe. tolong la fokus..

rindu pulak kat en.suami yg balik ke klang atas urusan kerja..agak2, rindu x dia kat mama irdina ni ye? hee.. gediks je!! who cares! he's my hubby.. =p tiba-tiba teringat plak cite vanila coklat semalam. dah abes da cite tuh.hehe.

suka plak kat dialog aiman aka amir:

"ko dah la perosak rumah tangga orang. bagi free pn aku taknak!"

kalau lah dialog nih, didengar oleh semua perosak rumah tangga orang..bagus betul! hee. sowi. pendapat peribadi je..terkesan plak ayat nih. and yet, sorry, i m not a perosak rumah tangga ye. ala2 warning kepada sesapa yg ada niat nak rosak kan rumah tangga i..huhu. erk!@ warning ke??? hee. =p

~T.M.M.T~

ape tuh? hee. it's actually my trip on the end of last month. terengganu-muar-meru and terengganu again. this time, irdina and mama will be back to terengganu with abah. abah is
settling down in terengganu. yet. jobless. huhu. mudah2an ada rezki n dapat keje later on..

ari tu, on the way back to meru, i plan a gathering with my best gal frens.. asfa, ili and khaty. lama sangat-sangat tak jumpa diorang nih..seriously rindu gile.. ^_^

especially kat asfa! yup! asfa..my best friends ever. takda lagi kawan yang sama macam asfa. huu. kalaulah dia tahu how special she was in my life, sure kembang semangkuk macik tuh..hahaha. tp betul la, klu lama sgt tak jpe dia, sure aku termimpi2 minah nih. sampai macam tu sekali.. ada time tu, kalau teringat minah ni, sure tiba2 mata berkaca-kaca je.. (macam sekarang nih.sigh~) mcm2 pernah lalu dengan asfa ni..that words c

ant describe how special she is to me.. harap dia selalu bahagia n sehat kat jakarta tu..hee

haritu, paksarela en.suami untuk join sekali reunion kitorg..bleh tgk2kan irdina..hehehe. macam2 tempat kitorang plan nak jumpe..last2nye

jumpe kat rumah khaty je.

and..nampak2 je muka asfa, terus peluk rindu kat dia..and yes, airmata kami

mengalir..haihh..emo plak. tak tahu la kalau ada yang punya perasaan sama macam kami terhadap sahabat korang..tapi inilah yg saya rasa.. sob sob sob..

ni la asfa..dengan irdina..hehehe

sempat la kami mengupdate cerita masing2. walaupun rasanya nak saje berborak lebih lama..teringat zaman bujang2 dulu.lepak2 kat bilik, bergosipan.hahahaha. really miss the old days gals..

1. asfa baru balik umrah, so excited n rasa nk pegi lagi..(teringin gak nak pegi..huhu). dpt sejadah as present. hee. akan pergi jerman, and her working schedule is full for the whole year. waa..bestnye.. 2 org adik dia akan berkahwin hjg tahun nih (bilalah sahabatku ini pulak ye??)

2. khaty menyewa rumah prof azlin, best, selesa..hehe. irdina siap poo lg kat umah dia. 2x plak tuh..hahaha. sorry la ye aunty khaty. ni maknanya, irdina nk dtg sni lg..hehehe. plan nak pergi bercuti dengan hubby masa cuti school ni (erk, minggu ni la kan??) hee. all the best n have fun dearie.

3. ili plak shocking news, akan get married this september if everything goes well as planned (mudah2an. amin!) kalau dia x kawen pun, adik dia nadeen yg akan kawen. ishk3 sahabatku ini.. =) seronok duduk kat uk. and i hope i'll manage to attend her wedding on 1st September

nih..amin! kena avoid ada kes time nih..hehehe

4. irdina? hee. dok khusyuk je tgk kami bercerita. tak nangis, kecuali nak susu and lepas mandi sebab busan mama lambat pakaikan baju...hahaha. anak mama nih..diorg ckp ada mcm muka tok abah. macam muka en.suami pun ye..tapi perangai sebijik macam aku? heh?! yeke? hahahaha. hopefully even betterla ye anak mama =)

5. nak selitkan sket en.suami.. terima kasih ye, sebab teman mama jumpe kawan2 and terima kasih sebab jaga irdina.hehehe

this is it! girls power.hee =D

girls in peace!