i'm engage

hurm..betulla ape orang kata, waktu bertunang ni adalah waktu yg paling mencabar skali. baru je 4 hari aku bertunang, kami da bergaduh.psal benda kecik je..ya Allah, kuatkan la ikatan kami ya ALLAH..sesungguhnya Kau lah tempat kami berserah...amin ya rabbalalamin...

i'm happy that i'm going to be his.. i'm happy to be engage to Mohd Faizal baharudin

GivinG

i thought i'd gave enough..but seems like it's all are not yet enough. supporting, giving..and taking.. hurm...

appreciate and be thankful!!

suddenly it just knock my mind: that's y ALLAH send me to terengganu.....that's y... T_T

i forgot how to be thankful..i forgot how to appreciate people around me..i forgot the way that i should act with people around.. i forgot how to give, and i forgot how to appreciate and thankful for all the things that i've got.. been such a forgettable person is unforgiving! and i'm thankful that ALLAH have give me the chance to realize it before i 'go'... alhamdulillah ya ALLAH...thank you so much and i'm thankful for all the mercy and all the gift that u gave me..You never stop giving. only me, the sinful slave have forgotten the meaning of being your khalifah...........

my dear foxy, love you.

sorry for not sharing. seems like i've lost thousand of words that i used to say, used to think and was thinking..sorry for not letting you be yourself..than i know..u love me for what i really am..for loving me, u've changed..but i dont want u to change. but then, what have i done to stop that? crazy me..tell me what should i do to be your perfect girl..what should i do??
first thing on my mind.. i should be thankful. and i am..for all the things that u've done for us! thank you..

HuKm

hehe..hello..hello...

i've been back to HUKM for my attachment. will be here for 6 month. still get the chance to shopping for hari raya here in masjid jamek. hehe..

i'm happy, but i believe 6 month will be fading just like a blink of an eyes..huhu.. poor me! even then, i'm going to enjoy the chance to be here again. learn as much as i can. want to contribute my 'art' skills who needed. i just can help, but only God could decide..it's HIS will!

still got a lots of thing to do, poster for my master presentation, my thesis translation, meet up my supervisor. huhu. could i do those in this 6 month...God..please give me a strength to fight! huhuhu

B.E.T.T.Y!!!

already declared myself out of that house. already meet my new housemate. kak mus and kak ina. both are from kelantan. kak mus sounded shock to know that i'm from johor..hahahaha

what ever..

i can't wait for tonight show..huh! missed betty quit sometimes. i guest, almost 2 month, that's mean, i miss 8 episod, 8 hours without betty..or even worse, without 8tv? huhu.. (what with 8? hehe). what a life! T_T

but now..this is it. tonite! i'll watch betty and desprate housewife again! huhu. can't wait till the clock strike at 9.30pm. 6hours more..hahahaha ^_^

new home ^_^

just about to declare myself, free from the old pit stop, then i realize that I've forgot to bring along my pail and the toiletries. hu2. have to go back there, and pick them up! eagerly looking forward to stay in the new home... this time i hope for a better and brighter home..kui3.

hopefully my housemate were just O.K..huhu

wink2..stay focus.. >_<

wedding reception

Everyone is planning their wedding reception during the school holidays. i think, we should change the school holidays into, Wedding holidays..hahahahaha ^_^

i've attend kak dayah's wedding. it was so marvelous. for the first time ever, i attend a wedding ceremony with my man. ngeh3. first time! it means a lot to me~~ ^_^ then, i've got the chance to be back to KL again, meet my friends, chit chatting..miss them so much. seems like i can be myself again when i'm with them. he3. yeah right! i bet, i'm 'holding back' here in Terengganu. and i do it pretty well. hahaha. keep holding on dear!

then, i couldn't attend my man's ever dearest, one and only sister's wedding ceremony. part of me, i'm feeling guilty. another part of me? hurm.. i'm not pretty sure. it's quit mess up with all kind of feelings which i don't know how to interprated them into words..afraid? scared? huhu.. but then, i buitl the strenght to go to machang, on the other side (my man brother in-law side). the time to meet my man, after being away for such a long time (erk, 3 weeks? huhu) then, i've got the chance to meet his sister.. since we've been together, on and off, this is the 2nd time i've meet her in person. i thought i could chat with her, but couldn't make it, since she's the queen of the day..hehe. all the best dear. but she was gorgeous! pretty. i hope i'll look pretty on my wedding day. hehe.

this is the picture of my man's sister, hidayah on her wedding at meru klang. with brown theme

a picture of her, at her wedding reception at machang, purple theme

me, attending the reception ^_^

to the bride and the bridegroom..may Allah bless both of you with happinest in the world and akhirah. may Allah gratituted bith of you with such a beautiful gift (soleh son and solehah daughter). aminn..

well, i can't wait for my time to come. hehehe. hope jodoh between me and my man are strong enough till death do us apart. amin.. do pray for both of us ^_^

pictures..i mean a lot of pictures

just finished separating pictures in my laptop from one disarrange folder into a proper one. ngeh3. then i realize one thing, there's a lot of pictures of no specific title taken by me. since i've classified them into friends, family, and faez (major folder). a lots of them were, entitled. hehe.. can't figure out the name of the folde, so, just put there mcm2. ha3. a lots of them were taken in terenggganu then in K.L. ha3. did i feel that bored so, i've taken those pictures, or was it just me, having fun, taking those pictures? hahahaha. what ever.. ^_^

Happy Birthday to ME..

Well,my birthday wuz yesterday.i don't know why,but i feel certainly unpleasant yesterday.for me,birthday is not just a year gone by.but its a great year tat gone by.as mark that i'm a year older,as a date to celebrate me as a new person that i should be.date that i treasure the most.i didn't celebrate any date as i hope my birthday should be celebrated..
I just treasure the celebration of 'a year goes by' the most.i would be the happiest person in the world if there's someone i treasure the most celebrate and suprise me on my birthday.well.i didn't remember belated wish or celebration.okay..sorry la..ha3.
But since i live with friends for the past 4years.i didn't see or happened to have any suprise birthday party.hu2.poor me..i love suprise.that's for sure.he2.
A credit goes to my beloved mum this year.she's the one who gave me a birthday present on my birthday.thanx mum.even though u are far away..hu2.love u so much..
Thanx friend for all the wishes.the thought that count?hm..he2.i appreciate it.really..thanks...so..much..
Owh.forgot to add on another credit to my man.he2.thanx for not forgetting my birthday this year.luv u hun..mwah!

what happen?

i sounded very sad in my few posts that I've posted here...hahaha..well, i am right now.hahahaha

boring...

i feel soo.....bored! damn! got no idea to post anything, but still got to release this pain inside me! i do have work, but then , i'm too bored to finished up my work. hahahaha... damn it!

astaghfirullah....

"Home"

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

"Micheal Buble"

just wait for me... =(

Kota bharu

I'm having so much fun at kota bharu.well shop til u drop kinda thing.ha3.
What's most interesting was that i'm with my friend.thank you friend.i really miss the time that i'm with all of u.hu2..

Lots of thing!

Lots of thing happened in my life..but this lately,it's really involved my feelings.ha3.yeah rite!got a shocking news to be transferred to kuala terengganu.i'm thankful that i've got a permanent job in the middle of economic crisis.but it was shocking! I haven't even thought of terengganu.hu2.so far!i've leave behind my family,friends,ejal..hu2.so sad! I'll be missing everything that i loved about kl.despite the heticness.he2.well,hope everything would be just fine.everything happened for a reason..