boring..

huhu..i feel very 'down' today.. don't know why..so down.fell like breaking down and cry..just now, i passed by the ICU wad..i saw this one family, hugging and calming each other..they were crying..oh My lord..feels like it was my burden too..and guess what, my eyes is already with tears... my PCR aren't going well but, i don't think that's the reason why.. then, I've been thinking about me, furthering my master in this project that I'm handling right now..hesitate about the potential within me..feel the fear about the situation that I'm going to face in front of all the fellows..or the ethics committee when I'm presenting my proposal to them..oh MY LORD...
then, i talk to myself..am i in the right track right now? am i really gonna do this? am i? i want to do this..but I'm afraid that i couldn't make it..just like my degree final year project..it's keep haunting me..and bugging me...fears are against my determination...
huhuhu...
why..................................................................................

Astronauts

hhu..everybody were busy this morning..
the astronauts are coming
i'm going to have the chance to meet them..huhu.it's live...for real..hahaha
then, the reporter were from all over the place. in malaysia..hahaha
glamorous...(^-^) hahaha
what ever..

huhu, i miss Mr Yamashita and Ishida..huhu
mr Yamashita died a day after Ishida..
then, after i keep it as a secret from ain, i told her on friday..but that was after she told me, about her fish...hhuhu..died already...waaa...Waa.a...a...aaa..

i want to buy, couple of new fishy...huhu