being LuV

people have said.. or, orang penah kata, if u want sum1 to luv u, luv urself 1st. am i not loving myself enough? huhu. i luv myself. very much. but i've keep hurting it all the time. huhu. when the time will come, so that i will be loved?feel like nver be loved by anyone! huh!

fool! my family loves me. a lot! think positive

always be thankful for wat u have......

but i always think...

bila ek, dia nk syg aku sme mcm aku syg dia?

or..it just my feeling that run through wrongly?

dunno...really dont!

+ve new day

today i start mylife with a new positive way of thingking. worried? yes.. still. well, life aren't easy u know! i start studying for my exam next monday. abit la. hehehe. then i took a picture of duit raya tat i have for tis year. from my lecturer n D. hm.. i forgot to bring it along. i thought on paste it here. maybe later. ok?
i don't now how am i going to face my life after tis final exam. huu. it's really a FINAL one for my degree. settle down? ops. not married of coz! i mean just lay down, lazy2 at home? huu. don't want la... i want to work. earn salary even it's not much, but still it could help me n my family. huhu.
poor my mum, today she found out tat our vacation are canceld because of some reason. so we decide to go on our own. so. i have the responsiblity to check on the resort that we going to stay. sumting cheap, n nice. hm, is it available? maybe?
ok,got to check my resort going to be
hahaha
daaa.....

wat a mess!

huh, sumone told me about fishing.after i read it tru.. i told mysel, i don't want to be a fish! noooo
but. still we are a fish.
today, finally i could open this website. tat make me decide to write a this blog to let go off my madness. huhu. alrite, back to the story. after i read through the website, i found out that the job application dateline is...... TODAY! oh GoD. feel like want to kill myself. how? and what am i going to do? can i do it today? so, i try to d/l the form, guess waht? it just no my luck, sumting wrong happen, n don't know y there some error in the form. huhuhuhuhuhu.
feel like wanna break down n cry.
GOD please help me.
i'm begging U..
please...